I was playing violin for a long time, about 6 years. It takes a while. You need very patient people in your house when you have a violin.
And people are intrigued if I really am as grumpy in real life. People feel a bit let down if I'm laughing or smiling.
Catharsis isn't art. You can't rely on catharsis to get a laugh. Because guess what? People do laugh when something's shocking, but that is, to me, the absolute fakest of laughs. That's not something that sustains a television series, or a movie, or even 45 minutes of a stand-up set at Carolines.

