I always want to give my best and do the best I can. I know when I have sung my best and when I haven't. There can be stresses and hassles with time travel and press attention. I just have to adapt and find a way of dealing with it.
As a friendly one. I would still like to write concrete poems, but I can only do it sometimes.
If you real desire is to be good, there is no need to wait for the money before you do it; you can do it now, this very moment, and just where you are.