I am not a second option person. It is that or nothing. If it is not the way I see it I prefer not to see it.
I had no choice in the decision to make myself available. I was not always doing things I wanted to do.
I hope to refine music, study it, try to find some area that I can unlock. I don't quite know how to explain it but it's there. These can't be the only notes in the world, there's got to be other notes some place, in some dimension, between the cracks on the piano keys.

