You're terrified that nothing will ever give you the fulfillment that dancing has given you.
I shampoo only once a week or so, with tree tea oil shampoo. And when I slap moisturizer on my face - just some stuff I bought in the grocery store - I pile it through my hair.
I remember that during the period leading up to independence in Angola in 1975, I was the only correspondent there at all for three months.

