You're terrified that nothing will ever give you the fulfillment that dancing has given you.
“We are beginning to wonder whether a servant girl hasn't the best of it after all. She knows how the salad tastes without the dressing, and she knows how life's lived before it gets to the parlor door.”
“The thing I like about decathlon is also the thing I dislike: It's the maximum challenge, but also the maximum frustration.”