I think everyone goes through chapters in their life and there was a time when I wasn't feeling terribly positive about what I was contributing to film, or wasn't feeling as if I was going in the direction I wanted and I re-evaluated what I was doing.
Some people won't go the extra mile, and then on their birthday, when no one makes a fuss, they feel neglected and bitter.
A pain stabbed my heart as it did every time I saw a girl I loved who was going the opposite direction in this too-big world.