Because I tried to everything possible to become the best player in the world? Do I believe steroids and growth hormones helped me achieve that? Yes. Were there a lot of other players doing it that I had to compete against? Yes.
Most of the music you hear on the radio today is developed for making money. It doesn't feel true or honest. You can feel it in the music.
And you can't hide in a comedy scene either. You have to give in to the scene and commit.