I read less of everything now. With only fond memories of others' work, it will be interesting to give my own journal writing a try now.
I kind of had my life planned out for me. I'd be married at some point, have, you know, 1.5 children, and be a principal possibly one day. But I think that that was kind of my problem. I allowed myself to plan out my life and didn't let provident direction guide my life.
Certainly there have been better actors than me who have had no careers. Why? I don't know.