Basically, if I have no intention of using a service then I won't bother reverse-engineering it.
I am lucky to have had an attentive, curious and loving dad and heart-smart, down-to-earth, gifted mother. They changed the outlooks of their own lives and have never forgotten the people and organizations that helped them dream bigger than their circumstances should have allowed.
I'm insanely optimistic. For odd, weird reasons, things always work out.