I look at my career and it's still hard for me to believe the way things turned out and how things happened. I've been so blessed.
Try to realize it's all within yourself no one else can make you change, and to see you're only very small and life flows on within you and without you.
If you were not a sinful, polluted, helpless, and miserable creature, this Savior would not be suited to you, and you would not be comprehended in his gracious invitations to the children of men.