You're just sort of searching for this 'thing' and sometimes you get it and sometimes you don't. All music is imperfect, but in jazz since you're improvising, at least the way I play, I'm trying to follow my train of thought in a solo.
“In India I've been to all the award functions, but that was in Hindi; now it's in English so it's a much bigger scale.”
“When you believe in what you're doing and use your imagination and initiative, you can make a difference.”