You're just sort of searching for this 'thing' and sometimes you get it and sometimes you don't. All music is imperfect, but in jazz since you're improvising, at least the way I play, I'm trying to follow my train of thought in a solo.
“I think professional sports, football, to use it as an example, it's fundamentally a form of entertainment.”
“Nobody, from that standpoint, is any luckier than I am or will ever be any luckier than I am. It's great.”