Every time I listen back to solos of mine I'll hear something I like and then another phrase that I can't stand. You have to live with what you play. And the recording medium puts that on us. When I play live gigs I don't think so much like that.
I was devastated by the loss of my job in March, although I can understand why it occurred.
I think what we should have done is integrate the web site with the magazine much earlier in the process.