You want to have butterflies in your stomach, because if you don't, if you walk out onstage complacent, that's not a good thing.
I understand the Saudis have been named because fifteen of the nineteen hijackers were from Saudi Arabia.
It was quite a ride and very conflicting for me, too - to be nominated for an Oscar, to be straight and healthy, and to be getting all these accolades while these people around me were suffering and dying from AIDS.

