At the Emmys, you've got a bunch of people who are used to being on TV on TV. You don't have that at the Oscars. At the Oscars, you have people who are used to having 40 takes.
The circle of the return to birth can only remain open, but this is a chance, a sign of life, and a wound.
I had pictured myself as a filmmaker but I had never pictured myself as a director if that makes any sense at all.