To see him there lifeless and breathless was very emotional for me. But I held myself together because I knew he's very much alive in his spirit, and that was just a shell. But I kissed him on his forehead, and I hugged him, and I touched him and I said, 'Michael, I'll never leave you. You'll never
“I don't look at Twitter between events because it's a distraction but I will ring my fiance and parents to let them know how it's going.”