I know I have the ability to do so much more than just stand in front of the camera the rest of my life.
I need them, need them to give me a kick up the arse. Otherwise I'd just be sat-in getting fat, counting me money. It's good people living on your doorstep and looking through your bins. Gives you energy.
To me, at forty-four years old, my book was a search for truth and identity.