You can tell when something's not moving forward anymore. When the doubts you have about it don't go away.
For better or for worse, I've watched people die in front of me. I see how they are in the end. And they're not cynical. In the end, they wanna hold somebody's hand. And that's real to me.
I still have a reputation as an eccentric. But the fact is that audiences probably mix up my roles with me as a person.