I have that thing in my stomach where I just need to keep striving for things. In my mind, I want the fairy tale.
I dislike the word 'victim.' I dislike being told that I 'lost' my husband - as if I had idly abandoned you by the side of the railway track like an unwanted pair of old shoes.
I'm the one by the backdoor - I am not the one in the middle of the party.

