I enjoy catching our show whenever I can. It does get very weird to watch myself, it's always been that way, but at the same time, it's part of my job to see what kind of job I'm doing and to get a perspective on where I'm taking the character.
I love independent films, it's the only place as an actor you're totally allowed to breathe.
I'm not trying to pull the rug out from under anybody, but the music really does tell you where to go.