If you real desire is to be good, there is no need to wait for the money before you do it; you can do it now, this very moment, and just where you are.
There's a lot to be said for doing what you're not supposed to do, and the rewards of doing what you're supposed to do are more subtle and take longer to become apparent, which maybe makes it less attractive. But your life is the blueprint you make after the building is built.

