A pain stabbed my heart as it did every time I saw a girl I loved who was going the opposite direction in this too-big world.
I want to be one that is willing to do things that are not easy but that need to be done.
I was always too mature for my age - and not very happy. I had no young friends. I wish I could go back to those days. If I could only live it all again, how I would play and enjoy other girls. What a fool I was.

