As an actor, I'm familiar with having bursts of energy, where you're giving things a try, and then you have down time.
“For the most part, having more money and more fame make your life harder. It just does. I've seen it happen with people. You know, it's so hard to stay normal. It's so hard to stay happy. It's hard to remember why you were doing what you did in the first place.”
“The product is the delivery of the largest number of people at the least cost.”