As an actor, I'm familiar with having bursts of energy, where you're giving things a try, and then you have down time.
“A lot of people say I seem masculine, but I don't feel it. I feel intrinsically feminine. I'd love to be one of the boys but I always felt a bit on the outside. Maybe my masculine qualities come from overcompensating because I'm not one of the boys.”
“Setting my mind on a musical instrument was like falling in love. All the world seemed bright and changed.”