No one means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean, for words are slippery and thought is viscous.
I didn't really want to live, so anything that was an investment in time made me angry... but also I just felt sad. When the hopelessness is hurting you, it's the fixtures and fittings that finish you off.
I have had four happy days in my life, and three of them turned out to be illusions.

