I think it was always there and it was maybe a matter of bringing it out. It was harder than I thought it would be and I had to try harder. I had to regain my confidence, maybe the most important thing. I have learned a lot to relax. I know what I can do now, and I do it.
I had an older brother who passed away recently, an older sister and a younger brother.
Affirmative action has a negative effect on our society when it means counting us like so many beans and dividing us into separate piles.