Go ahead, work hard and never be afraid to try something. Even if you don't make it, at least you can say you tried.
If I have a day off, I want to get on a plane and go to Paris! If I have a couple hours off work, I want to run to the market and make a four-course meal. I like to do things that are unexpected.
People who are in power make their arrangements in secret, largely as a way of maintaining and furthering that power.

