I didn't feel compromised as an actor, and allowed other people's fingerprints all over that aspect.
I guess I had a suspicion of it my entire life without knowing exactly what it was - knowing that there was something different about me, which I attributed to being an artist. At 11 or 12 I started sort of clarifying for myself. It took a while.
Have you ever Googled yourself? I did, most depressing thing ever. People have websites hoping I die at 38.

