I'm just saying that at least for the foreseeable future there won't be any more touring.
I was hitting .360 when I was diagnosed. I didn't forget how to play while I was recovering. I don't know if the cancer is gone for good. I don't think anyone ever knows, but no one is going to steal my joy for as along as I'm able to play baseball.
Once you're successful with a certain kind of music, it's hard not to have faith in it as a means to stay successful.