I would hope that understanding and reconciliation are not limited to the 19th hole alone.
I still felt we had some really good music on that record, but it's a shame that we couldn't make it better. And the tour was a total mess. We just had no life, no energy, and I felt we were going through the motions.
I was very, very large as a kid and never athletic, and my home life was a little upside down and I never felt comfortable.