Pleasure only starts once the worm has got into the fruit, to become delightful happiness must be tainted with poison.
We live in a moment of history where change is so speeded up that we begin to see the present only when it is already disappearing.
When I was training, I trained with my younger brother Brady. I would wrestle some of my friends, who I had grown up with, which showed me some moves, but it was never a full on match. When I went to competitions, there were other girls, so I always wrestled girls.