One lady wrote me and told me how she wants to see me get beat up and near death and that kind of stuff.
I could do exploration in this particular career field, and it was a goal that, even if I didn't reach it, it was so high it seemed almost impossible, but even if I didn't reach it, I would still have a good time and a very satisfying career.
I didn't want to do anything my mother wanted me to do so surely I wasn't going to sing for her.

