I try and spend a lot of time with my kids. I try and have fun with my kids. I try to put father time in there.
The satirist is prevented by repulsion from gaining a better knowledge of the world he is attracted to, yet he is forced by attraction to concern himself with the world that repels him.
I've always had this identity thing. When I was little, I was always changing my handwriting because I couldn't decide which one I liked best.