I just assumed the world was full of solo percussionists. I couldn't find sticks or music or anything where I was, but that was expected because there was nothing there anyway. And I think that was possibly the greatest asset for me, just not knowing.
I don't watch the dailies. You want to just turn in your resignation when you watch the dailies.
As long as I have the support and respect of my teammates, that's all I can ask for.