I was trying to spend it as quickly as possible. Because I'm so lazy, all that money created a block. I was flying around the world, staying at fancy hotels, having fun and trying to get rid of it as quickly as possible, so I could get on with some more work.
I had a hard time convincing students that they were going to North Africa to understand the North Africans, not to understand themselves.
That's the thing about us lawyers - if at all possible, we will consume each other.