I lie around and play guitar, that's something I do for sure. In fact that's all I do, I think.
I find it hard to imagine how someone listens to my stuff, or views what I do, or me, or anything.
To all those who have suffered as a consequence of our troubled past I extend my sincere thoughts and deep sympathy. With the benefit of historical hindsight we can all see things which we would wish had been done differently or not at all.