It's very homely, this castle. It doesn't have huge ballrooms. I didn't want a cold, cavernous place.
I gave up lots of things I love doing: writing, and business, and playing the piano and so on.
I think that the most difficult thing is allowing yourself to be loved, so receiving the love and feeling like you deserve it is a pretty big struggle. I suppose that's what I've learnt recently, to allow myself to be loved.