Just don't give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong.
When I have clarified and exhausted a subject, then I turn away from it, in order to go into darkness again.
I had a husband who, I'm convinced, was an undiagnosed manic depressive. He didn't treat me as if I had a brain - I was just this beautiful little doll he could show off.

