What's called a difficult decision is a difficult decision because either way you go there are penalties.
“I was around 15 when I first wanted to compete in an Olympics. I even remember the first time I got to wear a GB kit as a junior. I've even kept it. It's in my mum's loft somewhere, probably gone mouldy by now.”
“Duty, then is the sublimest word in our language. Do your duty in all things. You cannot do more; you should never wish to do less.”