I see my face in the mirror and go, 'I'm a Halloween costume? That's what they think of me?'
				From offstage until the moment I walk onstage, I constantly tweak my talk show and 'Top Model', but at the same time, I often leave my private life by the wayside.			
				
			The more determinedly I exist, as myself, within the conditions of the time, the more clearly I shall hear the language of the past, the nearer I shall feel the glow of its life.			 
			

 
