As far as your personal goals are and what you actually want to do with your life, it should never have to do with the government. You should never depend on the government for your retirement, your financial security, for anything. If you do, you're screwed.
“I think I'll give it up, the fantasy is over, I wanted to play Spiderman, Peter Parker.”
“I like to go wakeboarding. It's my new favorite sport. It's like skiing but on a snowboard that has little shoes on it.”