When I go back to NFL functions today, I feel a bit on the outside looking in. I played 13 years in the NFL, and I loved it - made a Pro Bowl and went to the playoffs - but I always felt like I was having to knock the door down to get in.
There aren't many strong or charismatic candidates today, because many people can't withstand the scrutiny.
The biggest problem for me was feeling that as I became more balanced and a better man that I wouldn't have the fire to create from.

