When I go back to NFL functions today, I feel a bit on the outside looking in. I played 13 years in the NFL, and I loved it - made a Pro Bowl and went to the playoffs - but I always felt like I was having to knock the door down to get in.
The first object of my endeavours was the means to become perfect and happy.
I feel like I've started to grow up and be more of a woman instead of this crazy girl.