I cannot but be grieved to go from my native land, and especially from that part of it for whom and with whom I desired only to live; yet the dreadful apprehensions I have of what is coming upon this land may help to make me submissive to this providence, though more bitter.
I started auditioning when I was about 10 and I didn't get my first job until I was 12, and two years at that age is really hard.
It is better to suffer wrong than to do it, and happier to be sometimes cheated than not to trust.