I joined the PBA way before I should have because I heard a rumor they were going to limit the number of people who could get in.
When you have a global mush, people lose their identity, they become pseudonyms, they have no investment and no consequence in what they do.
I expected to be shot at any moment and if they had done I would have understood, that they couldn't take risks with someone foolhardy or so unpredictable.