I hope that there are no persons that would want to think ill of me in any direction or any behavior.
I grew up when people seemed actually to be hurting themselves for their art. Of course, some of it was phony.
Going from sharing a one-bedroom place to living in a loft to two people living in a house to me having my own place by myself has kind of mirrored my career... small steps to bigger, to bigger, to now having a steady job.