You don't want to love - your eternal and abnormal craving is to be loved. You aren't positive, you're negative. You absorb, absorb, as if you must fill yourself up with love, because you've got a shortage somewhere.
I don't really know what inspires me to write the music I do, but usually, the music will set the tone for the lyrics.
The coach's job is to get the best players and get them to play together.