I don't like to get too specific about lyrics. It places limitations on them, and spoils the listeners' interpretation.
I still enjoy acting. I love the moment in front of the camera, but it's all the other moments that I don't enjoy. The 'business' aspect of it, the gossip. I really dislike about 99% of what I do, but I like that 1% when I'm on camera.
I have spent far too many years trying to make everybody like me. It's not possible. People can say or think what they want.