When I look back now, it must have been like Paris was at the time of Le Sacre du Printemps.
I'm from Wisconsin so I always feel a little nauseous about begging and trying to trick people into liking me.
I finally realized that yeah I did want to be an actor and it wasn't out of habit, but I needed to grow up for myself and then kind of re-enter the industry with a sound understanding of what my sensibilities and my values are as a relatively formed human being.

