I grew up watching MTV, so it's very surreal to me to think that there might be someone out there watching MTV, looking at us the way I used to look at Davis Madonna and Duran Duran videos.
I was always taught if you do something, face the piper. Try to make it right.
It's kind of true, you do disappear off the planet if you are a middle-aged woman, but that has some advantages as well.