I'll look back and I'd be better to answer that in about three months from now. Or when the movie comes out and I see it. I don't even know what it is yet. I've still been in the middle of it.
Sometimes in life one experiences an emotion which is so strong that it is difficult to think, or to reason.
I don't loathe interviews, I'm just one of those people who makes music because I find it difficult to talk.