If you ask me if I think I will be sober in 24 hours time I can say yes, but in two years I can't tell you. I could be dead.
I felt that if there wasn't going to be a good opportunity, then I would just go back to second units which I love, keep working with great directors, keep learning and knowing that the opportunity would come when the time was right.
My most brilliant achievement was my ability to be able to persuade my wife to marry me.