I still have a reputation as an eccentric. But the fact is that audiences probably mix up my roles with me as a person.
LET us honour the King by cherishing respectful Sentiments concerning him; speaking of him with Affection, with Esteem and Reverence; and by promoting a like Spirit and Conduct in others.
If you take your fear and mash it into something that's actually useful, then it doesn't feel like it wins.