I remember talking to someone early on after I was sober about how I suddenly felt awkward at parties. They said, 'Well, you're supposed to. Everyone feels awkward at parties.' It's an appropriate feeling to feel.
I need it to survive. But most specifically, McDonalds Big Mac's and McDoubles (with no pickles).
What do I have to cheat for? I've always been playing against people older than me anyways. So what do I have to cheat for?